I give up. I give up my ignorance, my negligence and all those stupid things I ever did. I want to stop pretending as if I’m blind or deaf, in fact I can’t, I can’t anymore, I’ve lost that ability. Yet I am still the same person, with the same character, the same personality, the way I speak hasn’t change a bit, neither do the way I treat people. What change for sure is how I view life, looking at things in different perspective. I want to be real and I want to stick with those who real. I want to keep everything real in every possible way. I really do. Because I feel so tired of forcing my mind to keep consuming lies by saying that everything I did was okay while deep inside I know it wasn’t. It never was.
And what’s really REAL is so obvious, it’s there, revealed 14 hundreds years ago. (more…)